We chuck away so much of our youth. Youth is a self-glorifying and confounded time. It is a mixture of happiness and sorrow,spark and decadence,sweetness and folly. We are self confident on one hand, and on the other hand we feel at loss. We are sensitive and ramstam and pretend to be tough. We hurt people at will and are being hurt easily. We pursue the decadent pleasure,indulge in the lonely beauty. We firmly believe that we are extraordinary and that we can change the world. However,we find that we are no longer young and our future is no more infinite. Actually it has ever never been infinite. Sometime we think we adults,no longer kids. However,we realized someday that adulthood means more than appetence. It implies courage,liability,adamancy and sacrifice when necessary. We are still kids before life. In fact, we are far from glowing up because we do not understand how to read love and being love yet.